It's 9:43pm the night before Bennetts 1st official day at his official daycare provider. I'm nervous and want to tell them everything that I know that Bennett likes and how he likes to sleep and how to feed him and that he likes only one wipey used when you chage his pee pants... but i'm pretty sure that they know how to change diapers. I just really don't want to be that psycho parent who is obsessive with their childs care. I know that I need to know what is going on and that he is well taken care of, I just don't want to be controlling, and crazy. I already miss him and I haven't even went to bed yet, let alone dropped him off, obviously. I'm sure that I"m going to have to leave off the mascara tomorrow or it's going to be running down my face. I have been back at school for 3 weeks now but thus far Bennett has been with friends. I think that made the transition of going back to school much easier, knowing that he is with people that I know. I'm positive that he'll be fine, this looked like a well run daycare, clean the people were friendly ant they even take the kids out for walks during the day in the strollers, we love to be outside with Bennett so this part of his day makes me smile. I have packed all his diapers, wipes, made all his bottles, labled them with his name, he has 2 extra changes of clothes, blankets for the crib that he'll be in there and his rattle and pacifier. I think that he's going to be fine. Now if i could just find a way to get out of school early and get to him that would make me happy. All your prayers are appreciated! Now I'm off to cry myself to sleep seeing as how the tears are already rolling down my face. I just love my little baby so so much. Goodnight all.
and hey who knows, maybe he'll meet his best friend tomorrow :)

I will be praying for you and Bennett today. He is one blessed little boy to be loved so much by his mama.
ReplyDelete"Off to school, off to school, to prove to mama I'm not a fool!"
ReplyDeleteHope it goes well this morning Sadie! Prayin for ya!